Thursday, June 16, 2011
How would Carl Jung interpret this dream?
I was panic stricken when I was awoken by a dream that seemd so real that I had rapid heart beat and difficulty breathing. In my dream I was at a facial clinic (probably due to my "real" outbreak of acne which I can only attribute to my elevated anxiety); I was recieving my treatment when I overheard a petite woman, sharing amongst her colleagues, that she was looking for her son. She began to detail the facts that replicated our son's story. She provided the identical date of birth and his birth name. I remember in my dream the dilemma of whether to provide this young woman with what I knew or to walk away...I wish I could say that I would do the right thing, but when in that predicament I am not sure I would have the sacrificial heart to give our little boy up. Needless to say I felt raw and vulnerable all day, mixed with this tremendous guilt of the possibility that I could walk away from that situation without divulging what I knew to connect birth mother and son.
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Love reading all your posts. This one was agonizing though. Looking forward to the first family of five photo.
ReplyDeleteWow... what a dream. More like a nightmare! Looking forward to when Braeden is snuggled in your arms.
ReplyDeleteSounds like you're all having a wonderful trip. The pics/video are great and your writing captures your family well. I've enjoyed reading everything.
XOXOXO
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